at a time

the hurt grows heavier with time; all of this – without the friend(ssss) and family, to whom Lawrence is no longer alive – but this is just a sidebar, an aside: for I have my inner-child to provide for – to harbor – and we’re hardlly there, libidinal unclear, shellshocked, in repair, collide; what aContinue reading “at a time”

[uni-verse]

Heart of Didymus Thomas’ and history’s one of many, very-human christs: Bright duality, Indigo child Heiros Gamos, My own wife John and Lori in one: HermAphrodite, Living my best auntie/uncle life … Tho rn I’m sick as hell: and the virus be psychedelic BC we know Law gonna write it, And Lore gonna sell it:Continue reading “[uni-verse]”

somebody / fated / nulled

I wish I was somebody, but I’m not; Not that I’m nobody, but I’m not enough to matter to her; ‘It wouldn’t change anything’, she would say, But it would: I know it – And why, why do I miss the bitch who disowned me so much… I guess you would have to have beenContinue reading “somebody / fated / nulled”

A few dittys, one sweet, maybe more, totally didn’t cry… 😒

it’s that time to feel free; so I fasted, cooked a cactus “it’s the only way to fly” might watch the trilogy t minus ninety, and I’m coming up @ 6:16 am; yeah, we would have never worked, i’m too me, but I wish we would have been friends, sad for that fact “do youContinue reading “A few dittys, one sweet, maybe more, totally didn’t cry… 😒”

DIY Jungian Alchemy Spell #888

All is clear, Beneathe the planes and the people on them, whose lives seem so much bigger than my lizard-brained existence, Which I can now see through; It is all clear now: That I must not walk the easy path, But the rightful one – As if I were my own father, The missing archetype,Continue reading “DIY Jungian Alchemy Spell #888”